Weird, I just currently confused about my life path that was totally unexpected to appear in my mind before. I’m always sure about what I need, expect and things I am working on. But recently, I’m not that sure about what I should arrange the priorities among my careers and studies. Do I wanna get myself in kind of Ivy schools and having a enthralling school life? Yes, I do. So, do I want my career to be promoted faster or greater than everyone else? Yes, I do, too.

All the time, I am trying to earn my own money, do something good to me myself and people I care. And take the path of studies’ purpose is to be someone, with power and richness. And the most important point of either way is not to waste my youth. For that, I’d love to embrace changes, get used to changes, and thank god for my own personality, I fit myself perfectly through every change.

But I don’t even know if I should make some changes/decisions that would alter my path. Will it worthy? Do I really want me back to school before I am still not that old? Or I just need to close my studies asap that I could really focus on my career without external factors? Shit…this really make me upset as hell.